Rayn73

So my college (Hanover College, in Madison, IN)does this wierd thing where, instead of getting out at the beginning of May, like every other normal college in the country does...we go to one class (yes, only one)for the entire month and submerge ourselves in that subject. Its called "spring term". So far my experiences with "spring term" have been quite interesting. Ranging from conducting lessons with my crazy Bulgarian professor, to exploring the seven Waterfalls around campus, to watching the fraternities compete in organized drunken wiffle ball games. The one class that I have decided to take for the month is called conducting and litera

So this is one of the hardest weeks of my life. My first semester of college, the week before final exams. I have never had to write this much in my life. Too many papers due, too little time to write tthem in. I didn't even procrastinate this time! I am very happy though, I have finally realized that I need to let go and keep on striving for something better in all of the work that I'm accomplishing. There will be some new art and photography on the way soon enough! Can't wait for Winter Break. Four and a half weeks of nothing, no homework, no worries, just me and what I want to do. Its gonna be epic!

Hmmm. So at this moment in time, I feel as if I am completely torn between two places. I've always had a solid plan for myself and what I know I can do and accomplish, but I am beginning to second guess myself. My solid plan is detiriorating. I guess I just need to find myself all over again. Another sleepless night.